It is fascinating to observe the chaos that has taken place in my reality over the last few months. I have been stripped away of everything that I have held to be true. And the feeling that I have is one of utter and true bliss. Is this really possible considering what has taken place?
In due time the circumstances of my awakening will be shared with you as I am being guided to write a book that seems to be including the events of the last few months. Including the exceptional high that I have been on in regards to my career around the Law of Attraction and the consistent manifesting that I had been so easy until approximately 6 weeks ago.
So, what was it that changed? What event, situation or thought was it that seemed to rip my life apart into a thousand little pieces? To turn what was a promising career in regards to training, facilitating and coaching the Law of Attraction into a nightmare from hell. To shift my bliss state into a dark night of the soul.
The answer is simple and yet complex at the same time. What I can share with you at this moment is that I took a huge leap of faith and committed to a spiritual path. It was as simple as stating to the Universe what I wanted. At the same time I also asked the Universe to deliver me the lessons I needed in order to get on with the bigger picture and my soul's work on earth.
In hindsight it seems somewhat fantastical however, I know that the Universe always delivers to us what we want and as I delved deeper into the teachings of the LOA I found that there is so much more to the concept than my limited vision had allowed me to see. Hence, I am giddy with this new found information I so desperately want to share it with the world.
So, from challenge comes opportunity and you can bet that I'm onto something VERY HOT. So, buckle your seat belts as the true Secret to the Secret will be revealed in my upcoming book. You too many be shocked by what I have learned, or you may already know the magic behind the mystery. Where ever you are at in your journey know that new beginnings are all part and parcel of this journey called life and that when you expect a miracle , it always shows up.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008
A Message to the Indigos
For those of you under the age of 30 you are probably an Indigo. What the heck does this mean? It means you have a responsibility to wake up the world. You are the ones who are going to stop the insanity of what is and restore balance to the crazy treadmill that most adults are on. You are the ones who recognize the patterns, the chaos and the sheer madness of the way most of your parents live their lives, the treadmill of consumption, and the way in which we are destroying our planet and our lives.
Your children will not have children unless you remember who you are. You are on this earth to create change. And massive change at that. You might be asking, 'How can I create change?' Your an Indigo and you already know how. All you need to do is follow your gut feelings, pay attention to the signs and do what feels right.
Back in the 60's the youth rebelled, smoked pot and created change. You however are smarter than any generation before you, are more gifted and talented than any generation than before and you know it. It's time to step up to the plate and take a stand for what you believe in.
The way to do this is by peaceful, meaningful and impact oriented expressions of who you are. For some it is through art, dance, music, orating, or technology. You are excessively talented in one specific area and when you hone your gifts in this area you will discover that you have something to say, you need to be heard and YES you will do whatever it takes to get your message across.
The time is NOW for you to remember who you are. Wake up to your fullest sense of self, get out of your own way and do what you know you want to do. Ask for support, collect with others and find a way to do what you love.
Know that the current system places limits, lies and labels on all of us and it is up to you to change the rules. Follow in the footsteps of Jack Johnson and make music that speaks of the truth. Each one of you gets it and bears witness to the audacity of the insanity of what is. Take up the challenge and know that you have the answers. You are here to heal, protect and create change.
Know that I get it! I see the restraints you are faced with and I know you want to buck the current and don't know how. Wanting to do something when your told by adults to do the opposite. Well, most of your parents are living in the old paradigm so it is up to you to tell them what you want. Tell them you want to express yourself creatively and ask for their support.
When you act from a place of respect for yourself, others and the environment you are more likely to win over the favor of your parents. Talk to them, teach them, and do what you know feels right.
You are an Indigo. You are here for a reason, you have a purpose and you must step into the outrageous and fabulous you that you know you are. I get it! I really do! So, step into the spotlight and get on with it. Know that you've got your back covered!
Your children will not have children unless you remember who you are. You are on this earth to create change. And massive change at that. You might be asking, 'How can I create change?' Your an Indigo and you already know how. All you need to do is follow your gut feelings, pay attention to the signs and do what feels right.
Back in the 60's the youth rebelled, smoked pot and created change. You however are smarter than any generation before you, are more gifted and talented than any generation than before and you know it. It's time to step up to the plate and take a stand for what you believe in.
The way to do this is by peaceful, meaningful and impact oriented expressions of who you are. For some it is through art, dance, music, orating, or technology. You are excessively talented in one specific area and when you hone your gifts in this area you will discover that you have something to say, you need to be heard and YES you will do whatever it takes to get your message across.
The time is NOW for you to remember who you are. Wake up to your fullest sense of self, get out of your own way and do what you know you want to do. Ask for support, collect with others and find a way to do what you love.
Know that the current system places limits, lies and labels on all of us and it is up to you to change the rules. Follow in the footsteps of Jack Johnson and make music that speaks of the truth. Each one of you gets it and bears witness to the audacity of the insanity of what is. Take up the challenge and know that you have the answers. You are here to heal, protect and create change.
Know that I get it! I see the restraints you are faced with and I know you want to buck the current and don't know how. Wanting to do something when your told by adults to do the opposite. Well, most of your parents are living in the old paradigm so it is up to you to tell them what you want. Tell them you want to express yourself creatively and ask for their support.
When you act from a place of respect for yourself, others and the environment you are more likely to win over the favor of your parents. Talk to them, teach them, and do what you know feels right.
You are an Indigo. You are here for a reason, you have a purpose and you must step into the outrageous and fabulous you that you know you are. I get it! I really do! So, step into the spotlight and get on with it. Know that you've got your back covered!
Monday, July 14, 2008
Charlie Bartlett
The epitome of what it is that we have done to our kids. The movie that I recommend to all adults and all youth. Why you may ask? Because it defines the experience of what so many kids are experiencing and the insanity that they are confronted with. Dramatic maybe...somewhat real... you bet!
We wonder why youth today are so rebellious, reactionary and are demanding reform. A bunch of rowdies who are here to wake us up to the insanity of the world. This movie is the perfect example of how the adults are attempting to tell the youth how to be in this world and the way the adults are dealing with what they witness as insubordinate behavior is by putting more rules and restrictions on them.
The movie highlights the brilliant intelligence of one young man, Charlie Bartlett, who has found out the secret to solving all of our problems, listening.
And in case you didn't hear it the first time allow me to repeat myself. LISTENING! Our children and our youth are screaming at us and no one is listening. A fact in the matter is the increase of prescription drugs that are being pushed on our children and our youth. Labels such as ADD and ADHD are plagued in schools around the country.
The reality is that these kids learn a different way and they are a heck of allot smarter than the lot of humanity and they are the ones who are going to bring solutions to our global problems if and when we create a safe space for them to do so.
Ask yourself this? When you were a kid did such labels exist? Were you prescribed medication to keep you numb, dumb and manageable. I think not. So why the heck would you want to medicate your children. WAKE UP PEOPLE!
The insanity in what we are doing to our children and youths infuriates me to the enth degree. Please parents read about the Indigo children, educate yourselves as to the genius that exists within the kids and please, please, please listen to them.
Our future lies in the hands of our youth as they are the ones who see what is so incredibly wrong on the planet, and some of them are just reacting to the insanity that they experience everyday. Others so desperately want to share, be heard and express themselves creatively and we as adults are the ones who are holding them back from their full potential.
If this was my last bog ever written, and I've only just started to rant, however if it was my last blog, I would beg and plead with adults to let the children be children, allow the youth to be themselves and do whatever it takes to create a safe place for these Indigos to express their unique ideas, thoughts and solutions.
Mark my words that I am personally committing to assisting these kids in any way, shape or form that I am able to. Whatever it takes these kids need to be heard, seen and acknowledged. Parents, teachers and educators please wake up and learn about your kids. Love them, listen to them and be there for them. Because they are on a mission and it may just save the world.
We wonder why youth today are so rebellious, reactionary and are demanding reform. A bunch of rowdies who are here to wake us up to the insanity of the world. This movie is the perfect example of how the adults are attempting to tell the youth how to be in this world and the way the adults are dealing with what they witness as insubordinate behavior is by putting more rules and restrictions on them.
The movie highlights the brilliant intelligence of one young man, Charlie Bartlett, who has found out the secret to solving all of our problems, listening.
And in case you didn't hear it the first time allow me to repeat myself. LISTENING! Our children and our youth are screaming at us and no one is listening. A fact in the matter is the increase of prescription drugs that are being pushed on our children and our youth. Labels such as ADD and ADHD are plagued in schools around the country.
The reality is that these kids learn a different way and they are a heck of allot smarter than the lot of humanity and they are the ones who are going to bring solutions to our global problems if and when we create a safe space for them to do so.
Ask yourself this? When you were a kid did such labels exist? Were you prescribed medication to keep you numb, dumb and manageable. I think not. So why the heck would you want to medicate your children. WAKE UP PEOPLE!
The insanity in what we are doing to our children and youths infuriates me to the enth degree. Please parents read about the Indigo children, educate yourselves as to the genius that exists within the kids and please, please, please listen to them.
Our future lies in the hands of our youth as they are the ones who see what is so incredibly wrong on the planet, and some of them are just reacting to the insanity that they experience everyday. Others so desperately want to share, be heard and express themselves creatively and we as adults are the ones who are holding them back from their full potential.
If this was my last bog ever written, and I've only just started to rant, however if it was my last blog, I would beg and plead with adults to let the children be children, allow the youth to be themselves and do whatever it takes to create a safe place for these Indigos to express their unique ideas, thoughts and solutions.
Mark my words that I am personally committing to assisting these kids in any way, shape or form that I am able to. Whatever it takes these kids need to be heard, seen and acknowledged. Parents, teachers and educators please wake up and learn about your kids. Love them, listen to them and be there for them. Because they are on a mission and it may just save the world.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Transition
When we find ourselves in a place of transition it can at times feel frightening, scary and downright terrorizing. Know this to be true. We create experiences in order for our soul's advancement so when we find ourselves in situations that are less than undesirable it is an opportunity for us to grow spiritually if we are open to acknowledge the lesson that is meant to be learned.
For many of us we find ourselves recreating the same challenging situations over and over again. The same type of yucky job, the same uncomfortable relationship, the same...the same...the same. In consideration of this fact know that there is a lesson of great value that once observed, acknowledged and healed we will evolve ourselves into new situations to learn different lessons.
A new found sense of peace, compassion and love can be found when we become still and be true to ourselves as to why we are creating the same situation over and over again. In moments of mediation, contemplation, and self care we can allow ourselves to become fully aware of the healing that is required and are able to push thought what can be repetitive discontent.
In acknowledging Einstein's definition of insanity, that being doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result, we can see the obvious in that we must break the pattern and do something different. So, take time to observe what is in misalignment, spend time with it, allow yourself to fully feel the pain so that you can disassociate and create a new reality for yourself.
It is from challenges that opportunities are created, if this is the way in which we choose to view the yucky stuff that shows up. So know that all challenges are a means of transition towards that which is your destiny and the life that you desire to live. Be bold, be big and stare challenges in the face knowing that you are in a transition phase. A much better place than being stuck in the muck.
For many of us we find ourselves recreating the same challenging situations over and over again. The same type of yucky job, the same uncomfortable relationship, the same...the same...the same. In consideration of this fact know that there is a lesson of great value that once observed, acknowledged and healed we will evolve ourselves into new situations to learn different lessons.
A new found sense of peace, compassion and love can be found when we become still and be true to ourselves as to why we are creating the same situation over and over again. In moments of mediation, contemplation, and self care we can allow ourselves to become fully aware of the healing that is required and are able to push thought what can be repetitive discontent.
In acknowledging Einstein's definition of insanity, that being doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result, we can see the obvious in that we must break the pattern and do something different. So, take time to observe what is in misalignment, spend time with it, allow yourself to fully feel the pain so that you can disassociate and create a new reality for yourself.
It is from challenges that opportunities are created, if this is the way in which we choose to view the yucky stuff that shows up. So know that all challenges are a means of transition towards that which is your destiny and the life that you desire to live. Be bold, be big and stare challenges in the face knowing that you are in a transition phase. A much better place than being stuck in the muck.
Sunday, July 6, 2008
The Moon
Our lives are parallel to the moon
Sometimes waxing, sometimes wanning
Quarter...half... full...new
Like the moon our lives change
Phases they drift from one to the next
Spring...summer...fall...winter
Glowing in clear skies
Hiding behind clouds
Dark...light...full...bright
Steady the moon is when storms come in the night
When daylight does break we give up the fight
Pushing...pulling...dipping...curving
The man in the moon, the Goddess she calls
Both coexist to bring peace once and for all
Mysterious...curious...tempting...knowing
Our lives are parallel to the moon
It needs us and we need it
Careful...cautious...revered...distant
Sometimes waxing, sometimes wanning
Quarter...half... full...new
Like the moon our lives change
Phases they drift from one to the next
Spring...summer...fall...winter
Glowing in clear skies
Hiding behind clouds
Dark...light...full...bright
Steady the moon is when storms come in the night
When daylight does break we give up the fight
Pushing...pulling...dipping...curving
The man in the moon, the Goddess she calls
Both coexist to bring peace once and for all
Mysterious...curious...tempting...knowing
Our lives are parallel to the moon
It needs us and we need it
Careful...cautious...revered...distant
Expect Miracles
In the continues search for answers, some understanding to the chaos called life came from an unexpected source yesterday. In turning to my bookshelves my gaze feel upon a book that has sat unopened for many years. After numerous books read, many being returned to the used bookstore it would seem that this one particular book has been waiting patiently until the correct moment in time to truly reveal itself.
Yesterday, I opened to the introduction and was pleasantly surprised to read of a humans parallel story of trauma, turbulence, and decisions that left one searching for answers. This individual after leading an unconscious life for so many years, found her answers in a book. Not just any book, but a handbook, a manual for the most precious commodity that we have, life.
As I began to read a huge sense of relief came over me. In the introduction of this book mention was given to the book the Mists of Avalon, the mythic tale of King Arthur and the enchanted Isle of Avalon where priestesses once cohabited alongside mortal men. It speaks about a magical islands that unless the mists part the treasures that lay beyond are inaccessible. What one requires in order to experience the isle is to see beyond the limitations of our physical world and to have faith. To believe that it is real.
Once we believe, then miracles happen. 'A parting of the mists, a shift in perception, a return to love.' Hence the title of the little book that sat patiently on my shelf for more than ten years, A Return to Love, by Marianne Williamson.
As I sat and pondered this brief introduction it became quite evident that this is the answer to all questions...LOVE. For when we make decisions based on love, act upon love and share love, we can truly expect miracles. With faith all things are possible, we just need to believe and we need love. We need to love ourselves enough to make decisions that serve not only ourselves, but those around us and all living things. Love is the answer to every question, every time in any circumstance.
With a new understanding of the term love it begins with self care. It begins by loving oneself, mistakes and all and accepting that we are spiritual beings having a human experience. When we do things from the place opposite of love, that being fear we make unconscious decisions in the moment that we hope will have a positive outcome.
So, with this deeper understanding of the term love it is now time to consciously act upon it. Choose love in all cases and in all times. When we become still, we recognize if we are coming from a place of love or fear and we are then able to make decisions accordingly. Be in love with yourself, the world around you both physical and non-physical and be in love with love. And most importantly expect miracles.
Yesterday, I opened to the introduction and was pleasantly surprised to read of a humans parallel story of trauma, turbulence, and decisions that left one searching for answers. This individual after leading an unconscious life for so many years, found her answers in a book. Not just any book, but a handbook, a manual for the most precious commodity that we have, life.
As I began to read a huge sense of relief came over me. In the introduction of this book mention was given to the book the Mists of Avalon, the mythic tale of King Arthur and the enchanted Isle of Avalon where priestesses once cohabited alongside mortal men. It speaks about a magical islands that unless the mists part the treasures that lay beyond are inaccessible. What one requires in order to experience the isle is to see beyond the limitations of our physical world and to have faith. To believe that it is real.
Once we believe, then miracles happen. 'A parting of the mists, a shift in perception, a return to love.' Hence the title of the little book that sat patiently on my shelf for more than ten years, A Return to Love, by Marianne Williamson.
As I sat and pondered this brief introduction it became quite evident that this is the answer to all questions...LOVE. For when we make decisions based on love, act upon love and share love, we can truly expect miracles. With faith all things are possible, we just need to believe and we need love. We need to love ourselves enough to make decisions that serve not only ourselves, but those around us and all living things. Love is the answer to every question, every time in any circumstance.
With a new understanding of the term love it begins with self care. It begins by loving oneself, mistakes and all and accepting that we are spiritual beings having a human experience. When we do things from the place opposite of love, that being fear we make unconscious decisions in the moment that we hope will have a positive outcome.
So, with this deeper understanding of the term love it is now time to consciously act upon it. Choose love in all cases and in all times. When we become still, we recognize if we are coming from a place of love or fear and we are then able to make decisions accordingly. Be in love with yourself, the world around you both physical and non-physical and be in love with love. And most importantly expect miracles.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Proof of Angels
I now truly believe that we are among angels and that they walk on earth. In the darkest night of the soul I asked God for a sign today. A sign that we are not alone on this journey called life. In asking I received the answers because I was open, aware and have faith. I had 3 angels show up in my life today, and sure enough all three of them checked in. Having no clue what is up in my world and how dark things really are, I received emails from 3 people whom I know to be angels.
It is in times of darkness that when we surrender to Spirit that the answers come in mysterious ways. We just need to be open, we need to open our hearts. We need to believe that there are angels on earth.
I too am human, I too make mistakes, and out of desperation I made a decision that felt like the only way out. And now I have hurt people closest to me. I am sorry, I repent for I too am human. In my place of surrender I put my faith in Source trusting that somehow, someway all will be well. So, I went searching for more angels today and I found one in the most unexpected place...on the street....begging quietly for money.
His name starts with a J and in search of a friend I listened to him. Heard his story of how he wants to work yet an injury to his foot has him out on the streets. Down on his luck, with nothing but a pack on his back. He begged for money to buy medicine for his foot only to have it stolen in the night a few days after his wound started to heal.
His gaze was of sadness and yet when I crouched down beside him I saw something in his eyes. A survivor, a fighter, a man in disguise. He said to me thank you as I dropped a few coins. He just like me needed a friend. Desperate for touch I gave him a hug, was it for me or for him, I'm uncertain of why.
However, I know we have angels among us. They come in different sizes and shapes, different packages, different colors, different woes. So, as I walked away with the stench on my clothes I am reminded of how truly fortunate I am to have all that I do. And I know we have angels among us.
It is in times of darkness that when we surrender to Spirit that the answers come in mysterious ways. We just need to be open, we need to open our hearts. We need to believe that there are angels on earth.
I too am human, I too make mistakes, and out of desperation I made a decision that felt like the only way out. And now I have hurt people closest to me. I am sorry, I repent for I too am human. In my place of surrender I put my faith in Source trusting that somehow, someway all will be well. So, I went searching for more angels today and I found one in the most unexpected place...on the street....begging quietly for money.
His name starts with a J and in search of a friend I listened to him. Heard his story of how he wants to work yet an injury to his foot has him out on the streets. Down on his luck, with nothing but a pack on his back. He begged for money to buy medicine for his foot only to have it stolen in the night a few days after his wound started to heal.
His gaze was of sadness and yet when I crouched down beside him I saw something in his eyes. A survivor, a fighter, a man in disguise. He said to me thank you as I dropped a few coins. He just like me needed a friend. Desperate for touch I gave him a hug, was it for me or for him, I'm uncertain of why.
However, I know we have angels among us. They come in different sizes and shapes, different packages, different colors, different woes. So, as I walked away with the stench on my clothes I am reminded of how truly fortunate I am to have all that I do. And I know we have angels among us.
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