Uncertainty?!

When times of complete uncertainty arise what does one do? This question is in the forefront of my mind in that I have jumped off the cliff and I am unsure if I am flying or falling. In knowing the concept of the Law of Attraction and the teachings of Abraham it would seem that to be the flow is the obvious answer. However, when one is in the process of living life and requiring the means of economic support one must find ways to integrate oneself into society. Or do they?

In retrospect when one has an understanding that they have had a spiritual awakening in the manner that Eckert Tolle describes in his book A NEW EARTH, how prudent is it to think that one needs to live on a park bench in order to climb out of the hole they are in.

This concept seems to me highly undesirable and yet when one feels that they are completely disconnected from their reality, that their entire world has been turned inside out, and that the only way out is to surrender one needs to ask,'What exactly does surrender mean?'

Surrender to God/Source/Spirit they say. Hum...should this be easy? One would like to think so however, when reviewing the lives of the master teachers it is quite relevant to say that many if not all of them suffered somewhere along their journey. When is it that one feels like they have hit rock bottom? How dark does it need to get before one crawls out of the confusion and moves towards light? And why is it that this road is lonely?

Many questions arise during times of uncertainty. Answers are to be found in the silence they say. Well, how much silence does one need to experience the stillness? How can one possibly be still when one has a day job in order to feed and clothe themselves and their families.

Is it with reckless abandon that we go postal, and do harm to not only ourselves but others in the moment of breakdown? In desperate search for these answers it is with deliberate intention that I ask for answers for all of humanity and the for the sake of those who are awakening. Can it please be simple, a little easier and somewhat more graceful!

Until that time of perpetual stillness one must remind themselves....just keep breathing. For as long as I am breathing I am a spiritual being having a human experience.